Dun read.. It was nothin'

i juz..
juz..

aaaa..

i dunno what the hell is happening 2 me..
something keep hunting on my mind seem it can't be stop anymore..
he.. was.. take.. over.. my.. mind..
suddenly i juz feel something different from him than another person,
but i can't realize what the feel suppose to be mean..

Did i luv him?
or
i juz admire him?
or
he juz an idol?

dunno.. maybe i need 2 give myself sometimes 2 think bout it..
but otherwise, "if God give him 2 me as a future husband, i'll be happy 2 accept it"

(mampos aku ckp bnda2 cmni)