suffering





Too much of things happened in my life... I cannot accept something drastic felt like to kill my own self. Why me?? I cannot take it anymore... My eyes got damm bad dark circle like panda coz too much tired n cried. Frequently I haven’t slept for whole day, and the most bad one is I haven’t sleep for 4 days in a week for this month. Beating my record before haven't slept for 2 days...

Trying to figure out what mistake that I’ve done, cannot blame anybody.. Thanks to anyone who always care about me, but I want apologize to all of u... I should not make u all involve in this problems...

However, I tried to settle it one by one until it’s over...Mama, I wanna back home...I’m scared...I hope my proposal will be reject by maxis coz I doesn’t have a mood to make that mobile game and try to avoid unnecessary thing in my life..For a long time in this semester, insufficiently I’m not giving my focus on study. My lecture must be disappointed with me...I'm sorry...